I have no idea why that bugs me so much, I have no idea why I find that so irritating. I have no idea why every time I’m finally able to get myself to think positive of you, or to even control myself, my thoughts, my mouth, my temper you find a way and give me reason to throw it all right back at you. Finding a way to forget about you and everything as a whole and not want to completely rip you apart– that’s deemed it'self very hard. Hate me all you want. But don’t fuck with the people I love, when they’ve done absolutely nothing to provoke you. I don’t care if it’s simply speaking their name in a negative tone DO NOT DO IT. I’m so fucking serious.